The Origin Of Love (Hedwig and the Angry Inch)

The Origin Of Love (Hedwig and the Angry Inch)

When the earth was still flat,
And the clouds made of fire,
And mountains stretched up to the sky,
Sometimes higher,
Folks roamed the earth
Like big rolling kegs.
They had two sets of arms.
They had two sets of legs.
They had two faces peering
Out of one giant head
So they could watch all around them
As they talked; while they read.
And they never knew nothing of love.
It was before the origin of love.

The origin of love

And there were three sexes then,
One that looked like two men
Glued up back to back,
Called the children of the sun.
And similar in shape and girth
Were the children of the earth.
They looked like two girls
Rolled up in one.
And the children of the moon
Were like a fork shoved on a spoon.
They were part sun, part earth
Part daughter, part son.

The origin of love

Now the gods grew quite scared
Of our strength and defiance
And Thor said,
"I'm gonna kill them all
With my hammer,
Like I killed the giants."
And Zeus said, "No,
You better let me
Use my lightening, like scissors,
Like I cut the legs off the whales
And dinosaurs into lizards."
Then he grabbed up some bolts
And he let out a laugh,
Said, "I'll split them right down the middle.
Gonna cut them right up in half."
And then storm clouds gathered above
Into great balls of fire

And then fire shot down
From the sky in bolts
Like shining blades
Of a knife.
And it ripped
Right through the flesh
Of the children of the sun
And the moon
And the earth.
And some Indian god
Sewed the wound up into a hole,
Pulled it round to our belly
To remind us of the price we pay.
And Osiris and the gods of the Nile
Gathered up a big storm
To blow a hurricane,
To scatter us away,
In a flood of wind and rain,
And a sea of tidal waves,
To wash us all away,
And if we don't behave
They'll cut us down again
And we'll be hopping round on one foot
And looking through one eye.

Last time I saw you
We had just split in two.
You were looking at me.
I was looking at you.
You had a way so familiar,
But I could not recognize,
Cause you had blood on your face;
I had blood in my eyes.
But I could swear by your expression
That the pain down in your soul
Was the same as the one down in mine.
That's the pain,
Cuts a straight line
Down through the heart;
We called it love.
So we wrapped our arms around each other,
Trying to shove ourselves back together.
We were making love,
Making love.
It was a cold dark evening,
Such a long time ago,
When by the mighty hand of Jove,
It was the sad story
How we became
Lonely two-legged creatures,
It's the story of
The origin of love.
That's the origin of love.

Woesh!

I think I just came a little:


She is absolutely the most gorgeous woman on earth!
Meanwhile, we got twooooo kittens!
Giph & Phileine!
Phileine is black and Giph is grey.



Oh and PS. do you remember me nagging about not going to the Emilie Autumn concerts? She's coming again in December, and I got tickets. XD

I simply didn't find the time to do this sooner.

Hi kids, what's new? We went to the Sziget Festival in Hungary, Leonie and I moved into our new place and a lot of other shit has happend as well.
Since I'm ill at the moment (I'm suffering from a violent and agressive case of the flu ;) lol) I'm not gonna write down everything that's happend and I'm not gonna post every picture I made since the last time I posted on this blog.
Today I'm gonna show you what my new place looks like! I made these pics in a hurry and I didn't have any time to clean up before taking them. Some things have changed since I took them. I might have even cleaned up a bit. ;) (The worst thing is, when I took the picture of the kitchen, they had shut off our water, so the dishes hadn't been done for a while!)
The livingroom is supposed to be rock 'n roll and the bedroom is supposed to be fantasy/gothic, because we really couldn't choose between our favorite styles.

Livingroom:






Meanwhile the bookcase is full and it collapsed under the weight of our books just now. But we fixed it.







Bedroom:






Leonie painted something on the walls. :)


Actually, the little girls room is one of my favorite rooms, because it's completely filled with pictures of cool parties and moments with our friends! Hurray for Hema!


The kitchen:


The bathroom (actually quite clean in these pictures) is in Disney style, because Leonie loves it so much (and my parents used to have something like this at home) and I told her she could have her Dinsey fun as much as she wanted in the bathroom. BUT NOT ANYWHERE ELSE!






The kitchen and the hall:


Hope you enjoyed the show, curtain's closed now. Come and visit anytime soon. :)

Floating City

I went to Monique's this weekend. Was fun! Friday Simon & Chantal came over and we had a beer, and it was relaxing. Monique read me a story before bed time! Lol.
Saturday we had a big day, at first we visited Monique's new home! She bought a fucking house, my friends (and I) are gettin' quite old and grown up eh? ;)
Any way, her new place is great! Really big! Love the garden. :)
We did a lot of shopping, Denise came over and we had dinner. After that we went to the school where Monique's working. They had a party with all the people who work there and they installed a floating mattress, a karaoke machine, and a swimming pool in the gym. Unfortunately they removed the pool, but the other stuff was still there, so Monique had the glamorous idea to have a small party over there. She invited Leonie B. and Rachel as well and we bought some beer and went over there. It was really cool actually! I did karaoke until my voice was completely fucked up (Paradise By Dashboard Light is a nasty little bugger), we rocked that floating mattress, played some truth or dare (which unfortunately is filmed by Monique), we even wrestled and of course we drank a lot of beer! I was quite drunk actually.
I was really good to do some poppers while lying on the floating mattress while some one was rocking it. Das ist Orgasmisch!
Well almost anyway.
The day after we were really lazy, watching some movie with Katie Holmes, and Dunya & Desie (I own all 3 DVDs now! ^^) . Jacky came over and I finally saw her house, it's decorated and everything, and I went home again.
Today I went to Ruysdael for a drink with Malou and Tino, and after that we had dinner with Marjolein @ Malou her "new place", she's "baby sitting" a really big house. :) After that I had to leave (but they had some really good Johnny Walker Red Label!) because Terry came over and Malou and Terry wanted to have sex (in the laundry room), and now I'm at home on the internet, and really bored. :P
Tomorrow I'm gonna go to my granny's. Been working on a project there. Wednesday Jeroen and I will go shoppin' in Amsterdam and going to the new Harry Potter movie. ^^
Thursday: Party @ Chantal's. It's gonna be fun.
Friday: Being totally lazy in The Hague, and going back to Heemskerk to be lazy as well.
Saturday: Amsterdam. Ball Du Masque. Partyyy! With Jeroen & Denise.
Sunday: Chillin' probably @ Malou's.
Monday: My baby get's on an airplane to come home to...... me!!!!!!!
But it's good to feel I don't need Leonie to do everything I want. I mean, I need her, I love her, she's my everything, but I can still party with friends, doing my own thing. It's just all those little moments in between I miss her like hell. ;)

Ps. Added some pictures to my previous post! Check 'em out!

Party all the time.

Hehe, I had some serious party time this week. On Saturday I went to Oud-Beijerland to party with Wendy and everyone was there: Els, Nicole, Cathy, Anie, Lotte. We got really drunk and went to a café and it was actually fun! We danced all night! It was really fun to see everyone and to meet Cathy's husband Jeff, who was a really cool guy.
On Sunday I went to Simon & Chantal, we went to the Summer Time festival in 'Het Haagse Bos' which is next to their place. We sat down with some beer and food and the weather was great. We made a deal to go skinny dipping on the beach and so we went to the coffee shop, picked up some pot and beer and we went to Scheveningen. When we arrived and sat down, we saw this sign on the beach saying: Nudist beach! It was an actual sign! So we really went skinny dipping after all although I had my doubts at first, but it was really cool and natural and relaxed!
It was really cool at the beach, there was some kind of lounge music and there were crickets and a beautiful sunset. We smoked pot, did some poppers, made movies on my cell phone, and we wrote a message in a bottle which we threw in the ocean!

But when all the beer and wine was gone we decided to go home and make a nice camp fire in the backyard. The only problem was: we didn't have any wood at home to start the fire with. But on our way riding bare foot on our bikes we found all this wood lying around on the side walk! Sign no. 2. Everything that day was meant to be. ;)
So we (mostly Chantal, cuz she'd been at a hippy trailerpark the week before) started a beautiful fire and we'd smoke some more pot and drank some more beer. So we enjoyed this fire while also enjoying the beautiful sounds of the night (neighbours having crazy loud sex). Crazy/Beautiful day.
The day after we had breakfast together and supported Chantal while they took some of her blood at the hospital. We did the groceries and we made dinner together. We drank a lot of beer and watched Harry Potter III. We also smoked a hell of a lot of cigarettes.
The day after Chantal and I did the groceries again and we made dinner again and then I went home. Last night I slept for like 12 hours after I talked to Leonie on the phone for a few hours. I guess I really needed some sleep, cuz I woke up at 3.15 pm.
Today I chilled. ;) Tomorrow, I'm gonna go see my granny again and maybe going to the movies later (HP5). On Friday I'm gonna go to Monique's and Chantal and Simon will be there as well, on Saturday Denise and Jacky will be there and on Wednesday I'm gonna go to Amsterdam with Jeroen, and on Thursday Chantal organised a pineapple party ;) and Saturday the 28th I'm gonna go to Ball Du Masque, and after that Leonie is back soon. :) Yay! Party all the time!

My Fidelity

I'm doing okayish, been busy painting my old room (my sis' new room) and it's turning out quite posh actually. ;) Today, well err, yesterday (it's 0.45 am) was my mum's birthday. It just gently passed by. That's a good thing I think. I just realized today is Sharon's (Within Temptation) birthday.
My sis and I have become addicted to Heroes! It's a great show, and very very addictive. Well, we're just the worst case TV series junkies, but still, it's an addictive show, I hear everyone talking 'bout it.
Wanted to post this beautiful song lyric by Heather Nova:

My Fidelity

Is it something ritual
I'm caught in, can't break the spell?
Is it moving in my body
Is it biological?
I gotta hand it to you
You've got one heart ten times divided.
Did you cut yourself in pieces
To get them all inside?

You dream about her, can't you see?
She's only shining bright
'cause she's so out of reach.
You dream about the seven seas
While I'm staying home each night,
Making love to my fidelity.

I'm rocking in my bed
I can't talk can't think can't sleep.
And nothing's jumping fences,
I only count what I cannot keep.
I lick my wounds,
I chase my instinct like a cat.
I don't know how I got so good
Or why my heart's a trap.

Why I love you, why I love you
Why I love you I don't know,
Why I love you, why I love you, why.
Taking sides with my enemy
Making love to my fidelity.

I'm landlocked, stuck in here,
I don't want to take my freedom.
I can't change what makes me high
And I can't change what I believe in.
I'm not pleasing no guru,
I'm not out to look for Jesus.
I'm not afraid to break the rules
It's just, one love keeps me breathing.

Why I love you, why I love you
Why I love you, I don't know
Why I love you, why I love you, why.
Taking sides with my enemy
Making love to my fidelity

Wow, dejavu and having a dejavu 'bout having a dejavu!

Show me the way to the next whiskey bar...

Last Monday, Chantal and I went to Riders On The Storm (The Doors) in de Effenaar in Eindhoven. It was fucking amazing!!! We were on the second row, we had whiskey, we had pot, we had poppers and we were fucking tripping! But that was also because of the music, because it was one of the best concerts I've ever seen and I felt like a fucking hippie! I'm still not sure if sometimes I liked the music better than the lights on the discoball. ;)
Afterwards we went home, but we didn't wanna go to sleep yet, cuz we still had some whiskey and a joint, so we started playing Triviant and getting stoned. It was one of the best nights I had in while, I laughed my fucking ass off. Pico Chico is the new word for cool. And did you know that Spice Girl Emma loves dough nuts and leather bras?
Anyway, I'm looking forward to the Sziget Festival, cuz there's gonna be a The Doors cover band. Too bad we can't bring pot and poppers. But there sure as hell will be whiskey!
(More pics of ROTS, click here.)

Had some okayish nights after that with Malou, and Mayo and the rest of the gang. Malou is in love and now she's very annoying. :P

Yesterday Annebel called me (she's a social worker @ Leonie's place), and she said that they found a place for us! I don't know if we can afford it yet, but if we can I think we'll take it! It's not very close to the center of The Hague, but it has four rooms! On Monday I'll hear if we can afford it. I'M SO EXCITED!