I'm just a big whiner right now. My girlfriend is in Ireland to take a summer course since a few days and she won't be back for another 5 weeks and it sucks. Hard, hard, very hard. I was very busy the last few days, partying with friends all over the country and it has been great fun, but now I'm exhausted and I needed a day for myself. So I decided to take a day off (from partying) and now everything just sucks harder and harder. I miss her and I need to talk to her, so we talked on the phone. And every time we do that I just feel worse. Hearing her voice, hearing she has a great time (without me), it sucks. I don't trust people very much, I feel like she left me, although I know she didn't. I feel like she's gonna cheat on me, although I know she would never do that...
But not calling her, not hearing her voice, might be even worse. I hate the fact that I need her so much to function and be happy. This just sucks.
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:( mistie zn liefje ook heel veel
oh sweety, I'll come by some time soon, I promise. I'm finished with my exams and stuff and I unofficially have summer holiday, so we'll get to together soon. Hope I can be of some distraction..
xxx
ZUIGT!
hoe ist verder?Heb je erg lang niet gesproken. Ik las op je oude LJ dat je een filmproject gaat doen, wat precies?Heb zelf ook ambities om te filmen,maar ben op het moment erg lui en heb weinig geld.
ohja,ik ben ook afgewezen bij Writing for Performance (moest wel even aan je denken toen ik die brief kreeg.
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